I hate to quote myself but...half an hour ago I wrote this:
"Obviously, I want the Sox to win this game. I want this to turn into one of those "Moments" that we come back to, like last year's brawl game, where the team metaphorically kicks itself in the ass and comes back to win and to turn the season around."
I guess time will tell.
As for me...
*collapses on the floor in a sobbing heap*